Saturday, March 10, 2007

Help.

I am going to get a tee shirt printed......

I need ideas on how to finish this sentance.

"It's fun and games until Grandma.........."


I have "Finds her teeth."

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Just some news.

NO I haven't found out what is happening with me and work yet.

I was meant to go to work on monday, but on sunday avo, I was putting on my shoes to go to the bar, when I hurt my back.

Just got out hospital.

So I will be going to work tomorrow, so hopefully I will find out tomorrow.....

Stay turned.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Lessons from Mardi Gras and Bear Essentials.

Lesson 1. Shyness.

Shyness is my biggest fault. So many times did I find guys so hot, but I was to shy even to say Hi.

Lesson 2. Fear.

Scared that if I did get over my shyness, and went and said hi. They would tell me to fuck off, or not even say hi back.

Lesson 3. I am not everyone's cup of tea.

I have found out this week that I am either too big or too small. And there is no one out there for someone who is neither. Being stuck in the middle of the two worlds. Not a cub. Not a bear.

Lesson 4. Not everyone is my cup of tea.

Some of the guys who did come to me and started chatting to me, were nice guys, but not my type. Isn't it funny how we set standards WAY to high. Yep even me. The type of guys who I like are muscle men, Muscle bears brings me to my knees.

So what have learnt.....

Just to be myself, who cares if someone doesn't like me.
Lower my standards alittle.
And just be happy.