If anyone asks..... I say......

If you were to ask me today, what did I think of the navy. I would tell you, "it FUCKING SUCKS."

If you have not already guessed, I am slightly depressed today.

When did the depression today start? Around about lunch time.

I was joking around at work, by putting the next rank up from mine, on my shoulders, saying "Wow they look good on me", thats when my PO, (supervisor), said "Not for at least 5 yrs". And as most of you know I have been wanting to be promoted, had my heart set on it..... Well I guess I have finally worked it out.......... NEVER set my heart on anything, hopefully by not setting my heart on anything, it will not be broken so much......(LOL, I laugh coz I always believed I had a heart of stone).

You might be wondering what things have I been setting my heart on, well I will tell you.

*promotion
*travel, (go over to the gulf)
*nice things
*money
*own my own home (or 5)
*partner, just to name a few.

Sorry if I am bring you guys down but it is the way I am feeling ATM.

So what else is getting me down..... my weight, I have seem to hit a slow point, I will have up my training. How is the weight lost going? I hear u ask.......

Well since the last time I wrote on here, I have gotten down to 94.5ish, but have 2 weeks to get at least down to 90kgs, then I will be able to go to sea again. I have been told if the weight is off in two weeks, I could be going to sea for a couple of weeks just before Christmas, then in the new yr I will be put into my own galley by myself, so looking forward to that.

Ok guys....time for this little black to go to bed.

Night all,

Chat soon.